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November 20th, 2009
10:55 pm - A lousy day.
Have you ever had such a bad day that almost everything is not going your way?
Everything is not right that you want to scream your lungs out?
Apparently, I think I flunked supply chain UT today.
I don't think I hadn't put in enough effort.
I work hard. Be it in class or home studying.
But, sometimes, it's really not enough.
The questions aren't very difficult and I do know how to do them.
But the problem is,
I always take quite a while to read these questions and interpret what is it asking for.
I admit that my English isn't that fantastic,
but I don't think it's that bad that it failed me to interpret questions.
Since young, I always have this 'panick syndrome' whenever I have exams or tests.
The moment I flipped open the papers,
I would read a question over and over again,
at least for 3times before I get what answer it was trying to ask for.
This, can get quite sick at times.
AND, I forgot to get the school to chop for my bursary.
There goes my $600....
I think I strained by right leg too much,
its kinda quite swollen and red now.
When I was on the bus,
it was crowded with passengers.
there's a group of JC students,
with their bodies facing out, swinging their legs at the narrow pathway.
When I was about to alight,
since they didn't have any intention of shifting their legs,
so I stepped on them.
Then, I alighted at shaw house.
There's this auntie, carrying a LV bag, flaunting it here and there.
Bumping into me for 3 consecutive times.
By this time,
I was fuming with all the unhappiness that happened within the day,
for a moment,
I imagined her LV bag in pieces. HAHA.
I think,
I'm a evil woman.
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November 16th, 2009
06:57 pm - ):
Excel is my lover.
VBA is my affair.
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October 31st, 2009
02:30 pm - The Window Tint.
I feel a little stressed up lately.
Rushing for CE talks, 6more points 6more points 6more points.
Rushing for FYP work, mid-term assessment is at week6 (now its week 4).
Rushing for powerpoint slides, sometimes, too busy to eat lunch, staring at facilitator, Joanne, wishing she'd end class early instead of rambling on and on.
UT1 starts next week and I've yet to revise anything.
I need a break. kbox with vaal & hy tmr (:
I was listening to "Reflection" by Christina Aguilera.
"Who is that girl I see, staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm someone else for all time?
When will my reflection shows whom I'm inside?"
Sometimes, we try so hard to be someone whom people want us to be,
letting the noise of others' opinions drown out our own inner voice
that often, we lost ourselves.
This reminds me of a window tint.
Window tint is designed so you can clearly see out but make it hard for you to see in.
The lower the percent of tint the harder it is to see through it.
We all have our fair share of tint that we put up because we don't want to seem transparent to others,
but the amount of tint we put up really shows the type of person we really are.
Most people are content with the "factory tint" that we came with.
It's just dark enough that we are not completely transparent to others
but it does shield enough that we feel safe with ourselves.
At this level we are still capable to look back on ourselves
and be able to see the same faults that we are so easy to find in others.
At this level others don't have to get too close to know the real you,
they don't have to work too hard to see the real you.
Then you have the people that go for the "after market" tint.
These are the people that need that extra security, its evident they have more to hide.
These are the people that have no problem looking at everyone else flaws
but because of the darker tint they have a hard time looking back on themselves.
You have to get close to these people just to get to know anything about them,
and the closer you get the more flaws you see.
and sometimes, I think its rather scary.
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October 26th, 2009
08:28 pm - My new lappy password.
1'mafemale!
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October 25th, 2009
12:16 pm - I'm seriously so pissed with the school napfa system. Please check before you send out emails.
Hi,
With regards to the email I received from you for not attending the Compulsory Year 3 Fitness Program session, I have sent an email yesterday via my personal email. There was a mistake in gender in my matrix card. I would like to clarify that I’m a female and not a male. Thanks. With regards, Chong LiMin 73191@myrp.edu.sg Diploma in Supply Chain Management
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